...nothing much to say other than everything is changing.

- i started college (which is easy as hell, in english, we're learning Subject/Predicate, DIRECT OBJECTS & ADVERBS. wow.)
-pretty much everyone has moved away
-my sister turns 15 today.
-today is the 9 year anniversary of CHI (the fam & i will drinking to celebrate this tonight)
-everyone & their mom is having babies
-and adam and i are still fighting.  whatev.

i feel like work is controlling my life. i dont really see my friends anymore, it's all coworkers. not that theres anything wrong with it, i just see everyone too much. i have until tomorrow to decide if im taking a sales lead position... :-/ which would mean that i'd be there more often, and i think 30 hours a week is too much already. on top of that, im taking 14 hours of classes (which doesnt really seem that much) but i'm going to be taking care of my two cousins a lot, so there's really no freetime :( i hate growing up.

anyways, becky sent me these pix today--you prolly wont get as much as of kick out of them as we do but, they're still great:

that DOG!

Currently Listening Telescopes By Waking Ashland see related

so i graduated from high school, wont see some people i've gone to school with for 4 or 13 years ever again..i'm going to college in 2 months.....things are changing.

february 20, 2006 was the last time i logged on to this thing? i really don't have any time anymore for any thing.

enjoy life!

Currently Listening Josh Gracin By Josh Gracin --stay with me see related

you know it's so weird seeing people you saw and talked to every day for the past 3 years, and then not see them for about a year...tonight i went up to newman for mass then afterwards talked for about an hour with people that i forgot were so fun.  ahhh memories. i guess i get to see some of them next year, that is if i'm still gunna go there.

well as much as i'd hate to say this, but.. i think that watching gwenyth the fish die  is more entertaining than xanga.  sorry xanga.  goodbye to  gwenyth the fish(that is if it will friggin die already!) , and xanga. 

fish really freak the hell out of me.

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frustrated & upset. =[

**edit**

ok nevermind that last entryr w/e, but just to let you all know-- i'm doing a heck of a lot better & i actually  went to all of the retreat yesterday and a full day of school today! isn't that amazing?! but i wanted to apologize again to everyone about last weekend..plans got changed @ the last minute cuz of all these crappy allergic-reactions that seems to keep happening over & over again but i'm hoping there will be no more of those ever. =[  and i still feel really really really really really horrible for garrett & the rest of the group cuz this all happened on a quick notice and he was really nice and stuck around on this side of town for awhile~well i'm gunna take all you guys out sometime!!

so now we have a nice 3-day weekend coming up and my plans were to go up to lawrence on saturday for a show but i'm gunna be a loser & catch up on h/w and such...you don't have to tell me how cool i am.

and finally~it's official!!! the fam & i are leaving for california on may 26--5 days after graduation!! and i think one of those days we're staying w/ my uncles matt & kelser. speaking of graduation...we have 58 days left together!

but i must go do a lil more reading for barber & catch up on some hw~ have a great rest of the week everybody! (if anyone still reads this thing)

so about last night...

my oh my